With Father's Day coming up on Sunday, I thought I'd share a little about my writing I've been working on. I recently made the decision to start trying to understand and break a pattern that's been repeating itself throughout my life, and so I am writing about it. Ive been dedicating a block of time every week to ensure I see it through. I've already written eight chapters, and I believe this may well be the most important book I have ever written.
In order for me to understand this negative pattern, and what has caused me so much pain, confusion, and emotional turmoil over the years (not to mention relationship issues), I am writing about it all so that I can delve deeper, with the hope of gaining some understanding of where it has all stemmed from, so I can break it once and for all. What I do know, is that this pattern circles around my relationships with males in my life.
To give you a bit of insight into what it's about, I am exploring every single relationship with a male I have ever had. From my dear grandfather (whom I adore), to my absent father, my stepfather who committed suicide, and every single intimate relationship I've ever had. Let me say that this is not an easy process, but I know with all of my soul that it is a vital one I must go through.
I'm not sure whether or not what I'm writing will be shared with anyone yet, much less whether I will be publishing it. I do know however, that it is life changing, and I will make the decision about whether it will be shared once I have completed the book.
I'm sharing this with you for one reason. It's to remind you of the incredible power of writing. Not only is it extremely therapeutic, but it is also a wonderful tool for healing the soul. I love you all, and I will keep you updated on my progress.
Lots of love, Christie xo